thank god.
the break week is half gone.
its already a wednesday and i've been dragging my arse to skool for the past 3 days.
i know i shouldn't be bitchin and all.. for there ain't classes at all..but damn~ having to crack your brains, editing parts for the different projects, and takin the lead when your other group members are interested in playing games and lissenin to wacky tacky theme songs from care bears and sponge bob square pants..ain't cool man.
Seriously - i get my sweet ass to skool to lissen to u guys crap away to silly cheesy theme songs, ads and shit?
no thank you.
but heck, its over now...the meetings are done with - jus gotta get our parts done and piece em together.
im with boy now he's beside me chillin out to eighteen visions online.
lately i feel that i've been viewing our relationship thru this horribly tattered and warped lenses - nuthin he does, or i do, can please me. then i start to offend him big time, and get disappointed along the way.
but as always we make up and say sorry and start pokin fun at each other all the same.
things happen for a reason and i believe that even those moments where we go 'god y did we waste our bloody time fighting over that silly shit (mainly cos of me and my temperaments)' are all meant to make us stronger. i just cant understand y silly ol me keep repeating my same old negative antics all over again and again.
i think too much. i need a breather.
as always. (been doin that the past few days after skool anyways - meeting boy and spacing out after the gruelling day in skool.)
fuck the projects, screw the work.
now's the time to enjoy.
hell can wait.
heh~
love,
your goth trampie.
*smirk*