I AM OFFICIALLY IN DENIAL OF THE TONNES OF WORK TO BE COMPLETED.
woke up today, realised that i still hardly covered anything for ethics mid terms this saturday.
and i've got work from 4-9.
maybe if i stop thinking about the crap load of work and just get down to it, it'd be better.
its funny how we humans occupy ourselves with silly questions like,'should i go for my mani/pedi today or isn't the money better put to use to buy Oreo's kitty food?'
or even like,'gee, i haven't started studying for my test and i'm workin tomorrow..maybe i should cancel..but no i can't cancel cos' i need the $$!! after all i won't be working much when fasting starts...but damn i need to study...how?!?!'
what's the best part? i've still got the freakin time to type all these trivial words on this freakin blog. like, hello??? tick tock tick tock...
its amazing how our mothers got thru their lives without the internet and *helpful* sites like blogger.com where we bitch about our seemingly pathetic little lives.
I guess they had friends. yup, good ol' friends to count on.
Speaking of which, i went on a guilt-trip yesterday. Told boy i miss being part of a group. yeah i know, i know, shoot me. din i mention in my previous post how i can't do that 'part of group of gals' shite?
hell. Man is a social being, as espoused by utilitarian Mills. We all need that bonding once in a while. Apparently the only form of bonding i have these days is with my boy and my lil sis. and mom.
It sux moving around spots in skool alone, doing your silly parts for the projects alone at 8pm in the amazingly beautiful *coughs* skool (oklah it is beautiful).
I need some group thingy. where have all the cowboys gone? man, what happened to my homies? its like they all disappeared or sumthin.
lesson learnt: never ever take your friends for granted, even those times you gel together and even those chill out sessions - don't ever underestimate that blessing of companionship.
cos' u never know what u've got till it ain't there no more.
to all my friends out there, busy with their lives..rushing to complete assignments, wrangling on their colleagues' throats,thinkin of their loved ones,crammin for that test... hey i still love you guys.
I've never forgotten any of you and the times we share are so so precious to me.
we will catch up one day,right?
i just can't wait,yo.miss you guys.
;)