And so the lil one turns 1 month old today.
She was scheduled for her 2nd Hep B jab, but we decided to go for a new vaccine which results in lesser visits and pokes into her tiny arm.
It was a simple day today, spent at my mom's. It was nice to get out of the house. God knows how cooped up I've been feeling after staying home for a month. The poor helper had to tahan my naggings and mood swings. I think if she can tahan me during this period, hopefully she'll be seeing better days to come. Doesn't help that she's a new helper and all. But I see things getting better - it starts with me, and I'm determined to curb the emotions as much as I can. Hormones, pls start re-wiring back to normal!
Confinement really is no joke. Sleepless nights, never-ending feeding sessions, the need to lose weight, expectations and anxiety about the future, etc etc can really drain you out. I'm glad my 40 days will be ending on the eve of Hari Raya. I hope things will be better then. For now, visits from loved ones and words of concern keep me going :)
Time for me to catch the new season of America's Next Top Model, airing on Star World now. Till the next post!