my my. hasn't this week been a wacky crazy one.
I had issues with my relationship.
"Bad vibes begets bad vibes." It was just horrible how the both of us continuously went at each other's throats. it was just painful and i cried so much that I had to turn up at work with ugly swollen eyes.. on the very same day where it was my first shift at lunch. I got tables mixed up, and yeah..it was a great learning process. Both at work and in my love life.
This week was one of the suckiest weeks i had for quite some time now.
I guess it all has to do with the fact that boy is at the crossroads of his career path, and there are some spillover effects which kinda takes a toll on our relationship. You can't have everything can you. and just like everything else, there's always a trade off involved.
I realised i actually love studying economics. It just makes so much sense. I kinda realised this when in my macro/financial prog class the prof was going on and on abt steady state ratios and growth models and all the equations...i could actually understand him and man, don't that feel good.
Just for the record, I'm so blessed to be actually be majoring in a subject i love. reminds me of the time in jc when at an econs lecture, i actually closed my eyes and felt like whatever my fav lecturer, bong, was saying...all sounded like music to my ears.
I guess where i go from here is stop being in denial that im not gonna do something econ-ish in the future when i start werk. maybe I WILL be doin somethin econ-ish.nuthin is impossible if u set ur heart to doin it, and doin it well, right?
for now, back to finance homework. who knows?
i may very well be double majoring.. in law? or finance?
(ok this is what i dont like...being uncertain and not focused.)
let's just leave it at that for now.
Time will tell.
*i love my baby!*