i found 2 chicks...gal pals of mine...the kinda girls i can finally click with...D's one of em, and cching too. ever met frens who are at the same wavelength, and felt tt u can click so well with em? yeah i found 2 of em jus now...not too bad huh?
finding pals u can really relate to, connect with and just be urself doesn't happen everyday ya know!
we can't do the 'i'm-your-best-gurl-fren' shite.
we agree that life's more than academic excellence, and we deserve slack days and crazy fun lovin days.
we know tt we gotta fuckin work hard and give our best shot at whatever we do.
bitchy go-getters. thats what we are. ain't no shit stoppin us man.
now that's my kinda gurl(s). told them about my boy...and even told cching that i mite even marry after i graduate..haha!
well well...but unfortunately it aint as easy as it seems.
in terms of relationship matters, i jus cried my eyes out to my twin as i related the sadness to him.
din get to meet boy today. for some reason, after my performance i went to slack wit cching...somethin i love so much!
(hey i dont slack at coffee joints wit gal pals and have a smoke much!!!)
she drove me home and i fell asleep in my makeup and all.
woke up, 9pm, boy still at work, and we din end up meeting.
felt sucky. its like i din stay in skool for band, din end up meeting boy, din do any work.
its all gonna come back to me soon i tell ya...thats y i decided to start on my gender inequality research for org behavior now. or else i wont have time to do all the work before its due next week. besides im workin 3 days next week.
gotta gut feel its hell week next week. cant meet boy much too, i guess.
hell im getting used to not meeting him now. not that he looks bothered either.
i guess he does bother, but its just not that much of a priority as of now.
yes, it just hit me: i feel that i've lost my no.1 position on boy's list of priorities. and im feeling taken for granted for.
Bec told me gurls lurve feeling like that. we delight in self pity, and indulging in the feeling that we aint gettin what we put into the relationship.
true?
maybe. i gotta snap outta this. soon. now.
i'm so fuckin jaded man,like whatever.
the only thing pleasing me now is silly RnB and this shot of me and swede babes earlier on in the day. was planning on taking a more kinky shot.
but its good, aint it? i lurve this pic.
