this is a terribly delayed post

Exams ended.

Only left with the excel and slides to work on by SUnday.

I got so cranky i snapped today.

The finance paper taught me a highly important value - the art of fighting till the end, never giving up.

I thought the silly capital structure question was unanswerable...
no cost of equity...how to find the bloody required return?!?!

Din help Prof told me the question is clean and he can't help me further...damn.

Just while i was fiddling around, lo and behold, the numbers unfolded themselves.

My god. To think i was ready to fail and get a lousy grade for the exam.

Oh yeah..just when you thought you knew what you wanted in life, things just come up and situation arise so much so that they start to question what you believe and stand for.

I can't help it that i'm not quirky and happy all the time whenever i meet u.
I have shitty days too.
It was unfair of me to blow up and take it out on u.
But please, try to understand.

I'm sorry. I'm just being..me.

At that time I was tired of having to hold you back when we fight.

I know there will be times when I just don't have the capacity and ability to hold u back, comfort and assure you of what you mean to me. That don't mean i love you any less.

Please, don't hop on buses or walk away... where would that leave me then?