Phew. What a month it has been. I've been busy moving and settling down in the pad. Finally, the dust has somewhat settled, and the place is pretty much functional. Its a Monday morning, and I just had the cable man come in to fix up the Internet line. Am celebrating with a full-day leave today.
Work has been going well. Am getting in the groove of things, but there seems to be a small switch me in blinking - telling me that the 2-year mark is close, i.e getting transfered to another portfolio. This lets me keep a check on myself, asking 'What do I really want to do?'
I'd be lying to say that I've found what I want to do for the rest of my life. Nope. Definitely not. Well, the job's decent, colleagues are fun, bosses are good. Of course there's the little bits that prick you at the side, but I guess that's fine. Its just that while its good to have some stability in life, your inner values and priorities somewhat change overtime, depending on what you want and where you stand at that given moment.
Something in me tells me that crossroads are up ahead. Maybe not in the next month or so, but there will be decisions made. I hope when the time comes, I will know what to do.
Am starting to feel that as we grow, its the smaller things that matter and add up to the big picture. Make it count.