And so before the month passes by, I thought it'd be nice if we have another entry here.
Today had been a physically tiring day.
I felt a little heavier, experienced a lil heartburn after dinner when all I wanted to do was lie down after wolfing down my packet of noodles (with chilli and a chicken wing. Not the healthiest choice but it was the first thing on my mind for dinner so anything goes). My relationship with food has somewhat altered - I feel like I've eaten so much different stuff over the past few months, at times I don't feel like eating anything. But once I smell or see something I like, I'll go ahead and indulge.
I also got irritated by the foreign worker and auntie who didn't give up their seat in the train for me. I usually adopt a zen attitude about it cos a few stops after standing up, someone usually gets off the train and I can go attack the seat. Today was no different, except that for that 3-4 stations I was standing, I really felt tired. Didn't help that I brought the lappie home from work today. Urgh.
I also wept watching an MCYS commercial on Family. It said something like, when one generation shows how to care for the family, the next generation follows. Geez. Must be the hormones, and the emo state I'm in.
As you can tell, things are starting to take its toll on me emotionally, physically. It has been like that for the past months but today the experience definitely did not slip my notice. I tell myself that this is a natural process which millions of moms have gone thru, and that this too shall pass. I will enjoy every bit of my months to come, and I will be ready to face more challenges in time, God willing.
Anyway enough writing for now, time for some mindless surfing before we hit the sack. Nitey!