Anxiety

Lil pea's taking a bit of time to get used to expressed milk bottle-feeds, breaks my heart when she cries for 'the tap' when the bottle is given. Must be the bottle-teat or something. No surprise, since she's been latching on me since Day 1. Anything else would be pretty much foreign to her.

Oh, I tried on my office wear today. Must say its a lil love-hate going on with the "back-to-work-in-7-weeks" situation. Looking forward to having a professional life back, but on the same note, its 12-hours apart from my girl. Anxiety much?

Maybe I'm over-thinking things (as I often do. Oh well, I am on maternity leave, no? Much time to think in-between the daily routine!)

We also got in a new helper. Things went pretty ugly with the last one. Simply put, she misplaced my trust and disappointed me. Oh well, there's always a first time for everything, and a time to learn! Good riddance to bad stuff.

Have been in a limbo recently, but today was pretty peaceful. I sure hope things pick up soon. Laters!