worked only 2 days this week...
met boy only once...maybe tonight we're meeting.we're all fine going along with our busy lives...but i still miss him like fuck!!
now i'm in a classroom, its international day here at our campus and i saw viking chix from denmark or sumthin...wanna take pic wit em later!!!
makes me feel like travelling, the way the exchange students here are promoting their countries.however, it jus struck me that nowhere in the world is freakin safe these days. jakarta got freakin blasted again yesterday, and hell, even if it costs me 49 cents for a flight to thailand to see my hot cuzzies and do some serious shopping there, it feels so unsafe, man.darn.
life really is that fragile, aint it?
one moment u alive, the next...bam! and there goes your body parts.
oh yeah! caught shera the other day while i was werking...she looks good! so nice to see old pals pop by randomly in your life.
i just realised that my hand gets shaky when i start taking orders and serving food to the yuppies...its like i have to put up this confident front at work, pretending to be a super waitress, when really its like only my 5/6th time doin this!
but i guess this is learning on the job right? and i'm learning the art of putting on this exterior work self and be someone who's smiley and what not when i'm at work. you gotta put on clothes and be a fake self...at work, at school, anywhere which demands a level of professionalism from you. can't afford to totally be yourself, baby. put on those exteriors, live that disguise well, do a good job, go home and see your loved ones where u can finally K.E.E.P I.T. R.E.A.L.
besides, love from those who truly matters in your lives is what keeps us goin, right?
ok...gonna perform later...lookin forward to my first kompang performance!!!